In this blog I had to write a letter to my author-self base on reading I did by A Fable for the Living (Kevin Brockmeier) . My hopes is to face writing head on, I Know its not always going be smooth sailing . I am more determining than ever and refuse to let writing be my delay.
Dear Image girl, Today I feel like crying, I am here writing to you just to say am sorry for not taking you seriously over the years. I never felt the need to write other than a grocery list. I am here today to promise you to take you seriously. I promised whether if it’s just to write to say quick hello, I will try my best. I won’t let my everyday life keep me from you. To be honest I am scared to write to you, what to write to you about? Sometimes seeings thing on paper, I am confronted with your hopes, dream and fears. I feel like am drowning with fears of writing but I know if continue I will get better. Please stay on this journey with me, I know there will be times I feel like giving up for example today. Then I think to myself, it will be a repeat of running away when writing gets hard. If I you quite now all the dreams and goals you set for the future will just be another delay. I am asking you to be patience with me as I write. As you know its been awhile since I hard to sit down and face you head on. I feel like seeds drop from a package and left there, but with sunlight and water you will blossom. As I continue on this journey you will come up on top. Don’t be afraid to ask questions if you feel defeated, take a break and breath if you need to. I am proud of you for what you have accomplish so far. But always remember it doesn’t matter how many times you fall, get up and keep trying. Love Sanatra
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__1.__What is your idea of perfect happiness? My happiness revolve around my daughters, I tend to think an am a very simple person and it doesn’t take a lot to make me happy. __2.__What is your greatest fear? My greatest fear is dying before my kids are old enough to make, they own decision. __3.__What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? __4.__What is the trait you most deplore in others? Lying, I feel when you tell a lie, it so much pressure to keep the same lie going __5.__Which living person do you most admire? I will have to say my mother, she a mother of 8 kids including myself. She hard working, never ever complain and always have a positive outlook on any situations. __6.__What is your greatest extravagance? I don’t have one. __7.__What is your current state of mind? Stay focus, I have set a lot of goal for my family and myself for 2020. __8.__What do you consider the most overrated virtue? __9.__On what occasion do you lie? To get out of getting a ticket __10.__What do you most dislike about your appearance? I will have to say my toes, I have really long toes and they never looks good in strappy sandals. __11.__Which living person do you most despise? I will have to say Mike pence I think he more dangerous than Donald trump. __12.__What is the quality you most like in a man? Hard working, Family orientated and have a game plan for future. __13.__What is the quality you most like in a woman? Self-confident, assure of herself and independent. __14.__Which words or phrases do you most overuse? OMG __15.__What or who is the greatest love of your life? My Daughters, they gave me a reason to live. __16.__When and where were you happiest? I am happiest when I go Home to Grenada. I am surrounded my family and friends and feel a sense of support. __17.__Which talent would you most like to have? I love to sing but can't sing to save my life __18.__If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I tend to shut people out. I feel the less people in my circle the less problems. __19.__What do you consider your greatest achievement? Being a mother to my kids __20.__If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be? My grandmother, she was always kind and caring woman. She loves people and willing to give her last dollar to anyone. __21.__Where would you most like to live? I was born on Small Island called Grenada and I will love to move back. I feel a sense of community when am home. __22.__What is your most treasured possession? I am not the kind of person that value material things and I don’t think I have anything I treasured. __23.__What do you regard as the lowest depth of miser __24.__What is your favorite occupation? I Currently work with people with Idd community and it’s the best job. They give in unconditions love and are most loving and caring indidvual. __25.__What is your most marked characteristic? __26.__What do you most value in your friends? Honesty and loyalties __27.__Who are your favorite writers? I Don’t have a favorite writer, but I tend to read any book on Oprah’s book club. __28.__Who is your hero of fiction? I don’t have one __29.__Which historical figure do you most identify with? __30.__Who are your heroes in real life? My mother, she’s a real superwoman __31.__What are your favorite names? I love my name Sanatra, its different and always get questions about my name. __32.__What is it that you most dislike? People complaining, __33.__What is your greatest regret? Not taking my educations seriously __34.__How would you like to die? Peacefully at home with family __35.__What is your motto? It does't matter how many times you fail, Just keep trying. |
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