Hello, Its blog number 5 for English compositons class. This week I am writing about an Emotional scene with Dialogue and Symbolism. To help me with my writing I had to read My Name is Margaret (Maya Angelou) and Hills Like White Elephants It was a regular hot day in the South Carolina. I was sitting at home when I got the phone call from my ex. I was happy he called because we were trying to rekindle our relationship. Our conversation started out pleasant until he drop the bomb on me. I was so hurt I hang the phone up and called my best friend at the time. A point in my life I was at lowest turn out to be best gift to me. Hey, Sandra. Today am having a pretty rough day. I don’t feel like being on this planet. My heart hurts so much I just Can’t take it.“What is the problem Sandra said”? “He Called and said I should apologies to his mother before we can get back together”. Hmm, Really Sanatra. What are you going to do? I don’t feel like I should have to apologies to his mother, we are grown people in our relationship. I wish he had said something before we hook up again. I tired of this on and off again relationships. I am not going to apologies and called it quits in this relationship I had enough. “Sanatra you have to do what makes you happy”. I am done Sandra, am really done with him.“You have to be strong and follow your heart, you will be alright. Just continue to pray and everything will be alright”. Thank you, Girl, for always being there when I need someone to talk too. “No problem, love you talk to you soon.” I hang up and still wasn’t feeling great. I walked around my house feeling lost and just didn’t want to be on this planet. I took a shower and decided to head to bed. I couldn’t sleep, I felt dizzy and nausea. I prayed lord please comfort me, for this heartache is unbearable. I Prayed and prayed but the pain just wont go away. I reach for the bottle of ibuprofen 800 mg and Advil. My hand is shaking, my heart is beating out of chest but I was ready to stop the pain in my heart. I took 3 ibuprofen and 4 Advil and went to bed. I ask god forgiveness as I lay in dark staring at the ceiling and drifted asleep. Bang, bang the loud noise woke me up. I layed on bed and cried why me. I ran water in the tub and sat in it. Hi Sandra, I cried. “Why are you crying so early in the morning” Last night I tried to kill myself. “You what? “I am on my way”. There was knock at the door, its Sandra. “What the Rass gwon with you”. In her depth accent. “You Fin to let ah man have all the power over you”. “Get your bumbaclot ass up and the fuck out of this funk”. Sandra I just don’t feel well. “Shit my ass won’t feel well if I try killing myself like am a big stupidity”. My heart, my stomach, everything Hurts. “Get in the shower we about to head to the clinic”. Good Morning, I will like to see the doctor please. “What brings you in this morning” said the receptionist. I am just not feeling well, I got really bad cramps in my stomach and my head is pounding. “ok have a seat and the doctor will be with you” “MS Charles, you can come and back” “Are you going tell him you took all those pills last night” No just plain no. “Ms Charles I hear you having Bad cramp and headache”? “How long has this been going on” The headache a few days and stomach pain started last night. “When was your last menstrual”? “Last month”. “Ok let get started, does it hurt when I push on your stomach” “No”. “I need you take a pregnancy test just to rule out you are not pregnant”. “Ok”. “MS Charles, I got the test back and you are pregnant” What? You got to be kidding me. Tears started rolling down my face I just can’t not believe this Sandra. I Finally made up my mind and stand my ground and here I am pregnant for this fool. I walked out the doctor office nervous and happy. A few hours ago, I decided to do something stupid. I was feeling lonely and heart broken. Three little words change my life. “You are pregnant” I now had a reason to live.
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